strange but good.

It felt kinda strange, (although when i told hann he said it wasn't) but yesterday as i was studying for my counselling module, i found myself subconsciously praying for my future clients. Well, this has never happened before, much less happen without me realizing/planning for it. It was strange coz i actually "caught" myself doing it. But well, i found it such a delight studying the module from then onwards because i was reminded that i am not doing this just for the grades but so that my future clients will be blessed. It's amazing how God can mould your heart if you choose to allow Him to. To place in you a compassion that you have never had before...

And today, i took the paper praising God for the lives that i will meet in time to come. Its gonna be another one more year of studying (if all goes well, i'll be doing my honours. heh.) before that happens and really, i hope this is not talk only- i know how tough it is in reality but like all feisty undergrads and fresh grads, we are all ready to conquer the world. laughs. let's see what happens a few years down the road huh? i pray that i will still be as burdened and compassionate for my clients. Yesterday, Joey asked me whether i am excited to start work and i said yes, but i rememeber adding that it's gonna be hard work coz the world's pretty sick. And well, i'm thankful i'm not alone in this coz God is going to be with me in the counselling room, groupwork sessions and house visits and i am there just to facilitate His work. Grins. It's gonna be an adventure i'm sure. To all those graduating this semester, go all out for it yeah? i'm waiting to hear all your stories! :)

Having said that, today's paper was do-able, and well besides that, i really learnt loads about relationships, people and the human heart though this module so i am thankful. :)

So 4 down, 1 more to go! heh.

Holidays, i know you are waiting for me, be paitent alright? grins. keke.